Current Burdens

If anyone knows me, you will know that I struggle with self esteem and self worth issues. I see my sin in trying to make a name for myself. In this present day, I find myself in a swarm of thoughts. Financial plans. Pursuing marriage and seeing what are the steps to get to that. Christian sisters who find temporary happiness in created things rather than the Creator. Friends bailing, forgetting, pushing, delaying, slandering, neglecting. Family divided over Jesus. Being a sinful person can be so hard. When I glare at my sin- seeing my impatience, anger, idolizing self- it is difficult for me to think I am loved by the God of the heavens and earth. Please pray that I am able to seek counsel and wisdom from the perfect God who is able to give me complete peace. Please pray that I go to Him with my petitions and praise Him for His love endures forever. In this afflictions, I must pick up my cross, deny myself and follow Jesus. Please pray that God makes Himself known in my heart so that I am able to stop throwing myself this pity party and worship the Lord and enjoy Him for who He is and what Jesus did on the cross for me. My heart and flesh are failing, but SURELY JESUS IS MY PORTION FOREVER.